So I have a new outlook on life.  I'm keeping my mind and my eyes open on all thing.  Trying to deal with the things that are holding me back.  Deciding for me what is best for me in my life.   If i keep certain things where would they lead me, can they keep me on this new road I am traveling on.  The thing is i like this new road, its freeing for me.   Some think of me as crazy and that I ought to stick with the things that i have been taught throughout my life.  I'm giving myself a chance to be me.  If people don't like it then, all I can say is I wish you well in your life. If you ever need a friend I'm always here.