Being alone tonight isn't a pleasant experience. I know that everyone says that you should enjoy those time when you can just be by yourself, but i can't help but think sometimes that I would really like that special someone around. I'm i wrong about that? I mean I put my table away in my apartment not because I have a small space but because I didn't want to sit there and eat alone. I stay away from my home because I get tired of walking in and that person isn't there to say hello. I also know that there won't be anyone else coming in once i'm there. Don't get me wrong i don't need someone at home with me.. but you can't beat the feeling of knowing that there is someone special sharing this with you.
Okay moving on..
So I was away from my apartment for about a week. The longest ever for me. Besides that i wasn't in my home state. I wanted to get away this summer and despite my financial situation i've been able to do it more often than I thought i could. How was that possible. Even with the money i do have coming in and being behind in some bills I traveled quite a few times since the beginning of the year. I love it though, traveling soothes me. It gives me time to clear my mind or if not that then just get away from my troubles. Traveling i guess in one word is my therapy. :) To be able to see something new each day is a wonder. If i worked in travel would be great. Hmm, its a thought. Just a few thoughts today.
